the climax of expressing yourself so hard everyone wants to hug you 🥊 PLD68

distance creates longing

and longing keeps the romance alive [1]

but what if the point of creating longing

is the keep creating longing

to the point of fandom

to the point of obsession

to the point where you pay to see someone

spend time with someone

see this person without clothing

and still be happy to be in a position

where you will never see this person in real life

thats what onlyfans and other platforms are selling

the illusion of proximity to a human you crave

so when you see this "creator"

showing up on your feed

saying "hi guys"

youre getting hard

because she is hot

and she is cute

and you will never be with her

but you can follow her

even "stalk" her

and then become part of her life

even though you will forever be a stranger to her

but you are happy to see her

she makes your day

and she expresses herself so hard

you definitely want to hug her

look, i dont blame you for screen relationships

but the problem is

at some point your phones battery will die

and the black screen will turn into a mirror

and you will see a reflection of yours

starring into a screen

hands in the pants

asking yourself

am i really 45 and jerking off like a teenager?

welcome to the internet

oh, one last thing before you go...

i applied for a job as a social media manager
working with content creators in the onlyfans space
the job ad on indeed was from lightspeed studios llc
and they said "support brands & personalities grow"
which is why took them by the word
and rapidly grew this boner of mine
while i applied for the job
cos i dont give one fuck
well, seeing billie lee i would give her two

naii "is not into transwomen or thai girls but a betty-boop-jessica-rabbit-turned-real why not" io

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