but why am i broke not rich
why is the church a bitch
i cannot handle this
it has to stop now
or i will shout out loud
like my neighbors will start wondering
is it in his blood or gene
and the police is questioning
what the hell is he doing
.
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there is a sentiment in the air
that a white caucasian man is living a privileged life
and im not denying that i do enjoy privileges
* being a man
* traveling the world freely
* no assault by sexual predators
* access to global labor market
* freedom of career choice and development
* freedom to leave a job when not suitable
* no religious dogma hanging above my head like a sword
* a calm place to live, work, sleep, and express myself
and more
but the reality is
im not necessarily good with money
i dont know whats going on with me
but i must have manifested the "broke is dope" mindset so much
it has become my default to the point where
having more than 1,000 EUR on my bank account is a no-go
gonna have to do some re-wiring to think straight about money
but for the time being
whenever i have extra coins in my pocket
i spend
because i dont really know what to do with money [1]
oh, one last thing before you go...
i recently watched season 3 of dubai bling
big fan of the show, love the drama and city views
one female participant stood out to me
as she resembles her3 to a degree
so i decided to move to dubai
and working 15-hour shifts
in a dubai mall restaurant
for minimum wage
i made it
if you wanna make it
you gotta understand that
the way to someones pocket is through their heart
and you tickle that heart best with some belly chuckles
so heres your ticket to money and richness
naii "is a money monster because he eats up everything he has" io
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